maybe my new school?
or my new life?
or my new boyfriend!
congrats to me coz i finally have a bf! his name is andrew and there will be photos in next entry. well he is the nicest most gentlemanly man i know. he is so sweet and considerate soz i m rambling
you might remember nathan??
well forget him quick coz he is a sleaze an dif you come across him, bash him in the balls. coz he was only looking for a good time and obviously i ont fit the goo time catergory! well i dont care coz he's nice as a mate and really sweet as a mate but as a boyfriend i would kill myself. [much unlike andrew] anyway umm my new school? tis grand. busy but grand! ok and just because i dont call you doesn't mean i dont love you. do you realise how much a phone costs to gawler and i have spent $50 last month.
this might be a long entry sorry. well i havent posted for ages nad this is my monthly reindition or watever! hehe my sister is trying to sing ppl are vampirs by the monkeys which isn't good
trust me she should sing for a job. she's brilliant!
hmm andrew is coming round on monday the public holidya and we will be watching movies and soz you aren't invited alice or anyone for that fact. hehe it will be me and him and my family which would be quite funny, so dad will be the traditional father nad ask 400 questions about everything he has every done. and dont tell dad he got suspened for selling tea leaves as drugs. shhh!
SHIT! kirsty has a birthday todaya nd coz she is on camp we have to celebrate tomorrow and i need some money to buy her a pressie but i hve no money coz i spent it on credit on andrew! damn him! oh well it was worth it though! kaching i ahve a boyfriend!
omg olivia is back on law and order! finally. lesibanism back on primetime.
anyway thats was random. just like my yr 12 drama play which i am auditioning for thurs! one week from now
wish me luck!
this turns out to be a very long journal entry. hmm maybe school hasnt blokced lj!
anyway i reall have to go coz i am about to drop dead.
omg speaking of dropping dead i drank a mother energy drink and ten minutes later i was on the floor unconscious and school was this close ... -[ ]- to calling the ambulance. but then iwoke up and they were relieved. so that is my drama for the month.
oh and this means i cannot drink lots of alcohol or take drugs or drink energy dirnks which sux!
oh well this is the end!
jax xoxoxoxox
omg andrew says he loves me! and that he cant wait til monday.
omg i quoted shakespear in drama the other day and everyoner laughed at me. i asked if i had got it wrong but no i ahd it perfectly correct and that no one had ever quoted shakespear before! i thought thta funny seeing as EC is mean tot the the cream on top. oh well. love you all so much
- Location:in my study. tum ti tum
- Mood:
he loves me! - Music:nirvana! teen spirit!
i dunno i made it up just then.
so whats the world been spinning on which axis for you?
me? i'd never thought you'd ask?
well the hihglight of my week was getting my ls and then eating chinese take-away and wacthing kinky boots.
thats pretty good though.
anyway! thats beside the point! i need to get out of the house more
i want to speak to nathan more and i want to be able to have more money.
i bought awesome jeans. they rock. i am in love with my jeans.
ok secrets! dont tell anyone but ...
thats dumb
anyway back to the secret:
nathan's little brother thomas, is to die for.
and he's been checking me out
grrr he drives me crazy!
everytime i walk the dog, everytime i shop at woolworths (he wrks at woolies) and everytime i go to the city, he's there!
ahh the insanity of it all.
and the fact that he is as cute as nathan (but no-one is that cute.) doesn't help. the good thing is that nathan hasn't introduced me to him. and the day that happens i'll blush so deep and then (hopefully) he won't notice! but omg if he does then ...
i'll tell him something smart and he'll then probably run away.
i noticed something nice today. after going grocey shopping at woolies all the guys i looked at seemed to look at me with a small smile.
that made me feel really good.
oh someone remind me to email mrs omalley about the icdl thing.
ok dont let me forget!
hello to everyone i love and everyone who loves me
and there is a reward to anyone who can present me with: elton john - 'tiny dancer'!
ok theres a reward for the best quailty and first in best dressed.
anyway sprry for causing any painful eye injuries.
sprry?
what the hell is sprry?
soz everyone it was meant to be sorry!
lol i'm crazy
anyway love to you all!
jax
xoxox
ps i'm going to scissor sister and my sister is going to tenacious d!
- Location:my study again!
- Mood:
cant wait - Music:nothing unless dogsbarking counts
dum dim
stay off the road and why do i have double spacing?
i did not ask for this
that's better!
kaching!
anyways! i am very pleased and i want sami and alyce to call me asap
i bought myelf bright blue skinny jeans.
ask sami about them they rock my arse!
hey hey hey!
move over casanova
nathans coming home soon
and i am his girlfriend
anyway no time to chat i have to go write up my resume!
bye and again please refrain from entering the roads as jacquie is free on the roads.
love you all
jax
- Location:in my study. dum dum
- Mood:
i could jump on th moon - Music:silverchair or something thumping fromt he depths of my iste
Hello!
How’s is everyone? Good?
Welcome to 2007!
Isn’t it great? Wow finally we have entered a New Year, new chances to become great, new chances to eat each others socks, and also old chances to do the same thing over and over again. But that’s not why I’m here. Ok I have to be spontaneous or I will simply decease to exist in this psychotic world of mine.
This was written offline and then posted online so it may appear to be a bit longer than normal coz I can write for ever! Hahahahahahahahahahaha. Ahem sorry.
Weird aren’t I? Well I’ll tell you my secret. It’s so no scary freaks who want to scare me, get scared and run away into the unknown dimension of nothingness. It’s good hey? Well I’m going to post my New Year’s resolutions on my journal so if they appear weird look away now!
My New Year resolutions.
- Firstly and simply to have fun! Party down get totally wasted and then wake up and take three panadols at once. (Maybe that’s a bit far but it’ll be fun hey?) To enjoy EC and to make lots of friends and to chill. This is all one resolution. People may argue that it has more than one factor to it I will then argue that it’s complicated.
- To stop stressing about the little things. To be able to accept the different attitudes towards me and to be able to overcome them.
- To have a proper job, speaking of which I must call Jan… to have written one’s resume and to have had it sent to many, many work places especially Myers, DJs and of course Starbucks!!
- To eat as many bush biscuit as one can. To make them popular and to convert people to eating bush biscuits.
- What more can one wish to fulfil in one year? Well um to keep Nathan… to keep myself happy with myself in the fact that he likes me?
- Oh and to have totally rocked out at scissor sisters concert!!!
- Yeah!
- Um… to become smarter?
- I used to want no DTs but now its to get an A grade average.
- X my fingers.
Ok that’s a lot to hope for and some of those are for ever to come but hopefully I can cross of some things as the days come forth.
Oh and for
They belong with us! Yeah aussie aussie aussie! Oi oi oi!
The computer doesn’t like repeats repeats. The little red lines come up underneath them and yell at you.
Yell at them back I say.
Ok toilet break
Back in five.
Is it wrong for a young girl to be her pjs at one o’clock?
No I say the only clothes one need is her pjs and a nice cup of coffee. Mmmmmmmmmmmm coffee.
Man what day is it today? I missed playschool so if anyone out there knows such precious information please tell me coz I’m very confused.
This is a very long journal entry. One page one word.
Love you all and hope you all had wonderful celebrations and hope that 2007 will bring you more than you could ever dream for. (thank you Nathan I don’t need anything else after that.)
Keep on facing the sun!
Jax
XoXoXoXo
Sami bathe those feet in after sun gel!
Love you all!
on triple j they just said lama
- Location:in my study. dum dum
- Mood: i'm crazy watch out!
- Music:triple j interview
mainly australia but we will cope
how is everyone?
my life.
you dont want to know about... oh okay!
well as some of you know there is more than one exciting new thing in my life. yes i would be so bold as to say that i hve a boyfriend
kaching
hes heaps sweet and hes 17 and nothing like dave
we met at church but that's good
ok i've known him for about three weeks and i've wasted bout all my credit on him
hey it was so worth it
oh got to go
amy's party and nathan's party later tonight.
love you all
please talk to me
hey megz and haylz and lyce and all those who read this
jax
kaching i have a boyfriend
yeah!
oh and for xmas i got tix to
SCISSOR SISTERS!!!!! YESH i'm going to scissor sister!
- Location:at my new home!!!
- Mood: naughty
- Music:madness
i started today so accept my anger
i was drunk um tipsy and i ended up playing pingpong and missing every ball that was hit at me.
the school has blocked myspace and grab.cc and blastproxy doesnt work.
noami is about to cry. she is addicted.
i am having a bad time concentrating on mathletics and especially on maths at all
i mean at hayley's party i was scared shitless when i was under the influence.
i hate hangovers and love asprign!
oh my goodness me, i was drunk.
for the first time ever in my life i had had something to drink with out partental consent and got tipsy.
i still am in shock.
here are the two tragedies that have occured recently.
- my 'friends' made me watch saw
- there wass a car crash outside my house.
the driver nearly died.
scared the fuck out of me because i have never seen a crash and i'm about to start driving. which is stressful enough as it is.
we were having a party at our house and then there was this almighty bang. my mum saw it all and every one started running to the cars, me thinking that something fell off the back off a truck. when i saw their faces, i thought the thing that had fallen hit some-one. i then thought about the chances of that. when i came out the front, i saw the crash and i free\aked for a second. the car was the same as my teachers. i then saw the number plate and the reilef made me fallover. josh this really cute guy caught me and held me for ages. i cries for a while and then he got me some water and sat me down and we talked for a while. i told him how i was about to start driving and he said how he had just started so we were both in understanding of each other. i then told him that i didn't want to leave lyndoch and he said he didn't want me to. he fully hugged me then. he smells really nice. much nicer than dave. and then we prayed together. which many people think is wierd and the wierdest thing? i never thought about how hot he is or the afct that he was a boy and i a girl. it escaped my mind and when we were praying my first htough that god smiled on me.
i felt spesh and then (coz the brother was CFS he ran to get them ready.) so we has cfs and people there within minutes.
i felt warm with josh and then kirsty being the ever ready teenager wolf whistled. which was akward. i thanked josh, and then he ran home after a few minutes. i think it scared him more than me.
SAW IS NOT A NICE MOVIE DO NOT WATCH AS IT CAUSES PYSCOLOGIAL DAMAGE, ESPECIALLY WHEN DRUNK!!
ok then got to do a test.
love jax
post script: we have moved into our new house! exciting.
- Location:in maths
- Mood:
kinda pissed actually - Music:elanor puit your boots back on (again)
wow i'm 16 and i have to go for my leaners test soon and i will able to drive!
wow happy birthday to me
etc i'm not that selfish.
thankyou to all my friends who made my birthday party awesome fun and i love that cute guy in the video store.
happy birthday to hayley and megan my bestest buddies ever!
(sami alyce and erin you are too but your birthdays aren't now.)
love you guys!
se4e you next time
jax
- Mood: the weather is killing me!
- Music:40" reamin franz ferdinand
that totally ruins today's expectations of relationships!
this is wierdo
- Mood:
creative - Music:na na na na - kaiser chiefs
wait oh my fukin god! (sorry!)
but dam him he didn't even care that i had a tooth put on or that my birthday was coming up or that fukin hell that i failed my maths exam! he didn't even apologise that he hadn't called or even tried to contact me for a month! i really dont like how he treated me as if i was something that he could use and neglect and i hate myself for hating myself for hating the situation i got myself in! all round self disgust. i'm about to cry as it is now and my birthday is on the 19th so i want to be at least kinda of happy for that. i had a break down at drama and when i was crying, my mate (*male*) came up and hugged me. i felt very luky tohave such friends. i mean that is nice hey dave? isnt it? i'm not sorry that i've caused you any grief or stress before your exams but i can't believe that you put me through this pain and upset. yes okay you may have your exams but i mean are you really that concerned? coz you did say that you would repeat with napa and that it doesn't matter what this years grades and that you couldn't care less. please forgive me readers its just i have just broken up with my first ever boyfriend with out even having a relationship with him. so sorry for the un-nescessary stress and emtions caused by this entry.
this is for dave:
FUK YOU MAN! YOU RUINED MY LIFE AND I SPENT AGES IN TURMOIL OVER A GUY WHO COULDN'T CARE LESS!!!!
any way to some thing a little more exciting who wants to see the departed with me?
lots of love
your very own online drama queen,
jax
xoxoxo
- Location:in maths infornt of the computer
- Mood:
bawling my eyes out! - Music:woman - wolfmother
shit man, what sort of a person gets so attaches to a guy>? who is gonna dump her anyway?
i feel so stupid because of this.
oh and if i'm still invited to hayleys party which i wont be i might wear something like this:
these are both beauties yes?
lots and lots of depression oozing from my pores
(damn him)
jax
xoxoxoxo
the only time i smile is when my friends embrace me.
my fukin tooth is hurting lots and lots i'll be all doped up next time you see me.
- Location:under the sea
- Mood:
i hate the embracing silence! - Music:breakfast at tiffanys
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